Arghh!! Dammit. I’ve been slacking for the past few days and also including the 7-day holidays.. I wish time can reverse by itself so that I didn’t waste all my precious time during the holidays.. I’d been slacking a lot and still am. Shoot. I need to change. If I keep doing this, what’s gonna happen to me at the end of this module? I seriously don’t wanna think about it. I wanna get back to Malaysia this January! Oh god, please let me! Huhu.. I already checked my formative tests. I got 67% for Formative 1 and 73% for Formative 2. Help! See? They’re baadddd.. Why? Coz I’ve been slacking all this time.. That’s why.. Duhhh..

Anyway, talking about slacking..yes, I slacked again today. Haha.. I mean, just for today. I went out with my darling today… We went to Taman Anggrek Mall. I seriously wanted to see him coz I don’t think I’ll be able to see him in another 1 month if I don’t see him right now. Right after the finals, I’ll be heading straight to the airport.. Huhu.. Anyway, today was fun! Oh well, every dates were fun anyway. *giggles* We had lunch at Hartz Buffet and it cost us Rp 140 000! As usual, I ate a lot more than him. It always turned out that way and I don’t know why though.. I guess I have bigger stomach than him aye. Lol~ So yea, He ate 2 plates and I managed to finish 4 plates! That’s double! Gosh, help! I need to slim down.. I’m heavier than him in spite of his 6 feet height. OMG! And I only stand 5′3″ short. *sigh* Then, we went to watch movie, Bee Movie. I just love cartoon, don’t you? Haha. It was so funny! We’ve been watching this kind of movies before like Shrek, Ratatouille, Enchanted, and the list goes on.. Hehe. Then, we strolled around the mall and had some chit chat and went back at 8.30 pm. Yea, it’s kinda late actually but I just couldn’t let him off. Haha.. As usual, he sent me back home even though I insisted that I could go back home by myself. Hah, like I would dare to do that. It’s dark already outside okay.. He’s so sweet.. Thanks honey! Hehe..

Oh well.. I shouldn’t be slacking again, remember? Off to study mode! (But I already feel sleepy! Haha..) I’m probably gonna take a long hiatus.. Need to concentrate on my study. Bye bye and take care everyone.

Here I am.. still wide awake although my mind and soul aren’t really here.. I’m so sleepy but yet I’m awake. Well, thanks to stupid blocked nose!!! Arghh.. I’ve been really really sick for the past few days. Bad fever, terrible common cold, severe headache, very very painful sore throat.. Can these get any worse?? Class starts tomorrow and I’m totally not prepared. I need some sleep! Please blocked nose.. go go away, pretty please?!

I’m extra excited today.. Why? *drum rolls* The internet connection at my house is already fixed! It took damn long for that Speedy person to figure out the problem. It’s actually just a small matter but I just can’t understand why they took so long to get it figured out. Anyway, that Speedy person who came today wasn’t the same person. Man, if it was the same person, I think it’s going to take FOREVER! Lol~ Anyway, yeah. Super duper happy about this.

Everything is okay. FYI, I got my laptop reformatted due to virus infection right before the holidays. I was all depressed and on that particular day, I couldn’t even get anything done. I was lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling and thinking about my laptop. Stupid, aye. Haha.. Anyway, it’s okay now and I was charged Rp 75k (RM 30) for reformatting. Damn cheap, I think. Compared to Malaysia. I remember back then, I was charged as high as RM 60. It’s twice the price!

Actually, I got nothing to blog about. Oh, last Friday, I watched I AM LEGEND with Mie. Gosh, I really hate this kind of movie. It’s the same type as Resident Evil. No matter what, as long as he likes it, it’s fine with me. Lol~ Anyway, NEW THEME! Simple. I ran out of ideas. And now, I run out of words to say. So, bye bye!

[EDIT] She’s talking to me again! I think. She replied my message and it’s not just few phrases. It has got sentences. Lol~ I think we’ll be ok. Yay! [/EDIT]

Yesterday was my most depressing day ever. Everything seemed to be so not right and I was all confused with my ownself. Gahh.. I’m not sure whether it’s appropriate to say everything that I felt about yesterday since many of my offline friends already know the existence of this crappy blog of mine.. Haha.. I feel kinda restricted to talk anything freely. No offence ok guys? I don’t want people to end up telling around about things that I post here. Lol~ Like I’m Miss Popular or something. Really, I’m not that significantly important to be mentioned anywhere.

I’m having some misunderstanding with one of my friends in uni. She didn’t speak to me like she’s used to. She spoke to me whenever it’s necessary only. I felt totally abandoned and ignored when sitting in class next to her. It was just so depressing that I broke down at that particular moment. Trying to avoid attention from my classmates, I went out of class and my tears were falling down as I was on my way to the toilet. Yea, you might think that’s s stupid. But I do feel stupid though. Gahhh.. I was so confused and still am. I don’t know what I did to her. After class finished, I cried again. And again, I felt stupid. Then, my other friend saw me at the corridor, crying shamefully. She consoled me and I’m so thankful for that. I got better and then she invited me to have lunch with her and the others. (Yea, you know who you guys are, right?). So, this is the reason why you guys suddenly saw me together with you guys during lunch yesterday. Lol~

Anyway, I hope this misunderstanding will be over soon. My heart aches so much. I can’t afford to cry again. It’s so tiring. But I just can’t stand it. I think my lacrimal gland might even have problems. It’s hypersensitized. Lol~ I cry easily even for small matters. No wonder my father calls me a cry baby. Hello? I’m already 20!! Gotta be stonger!

Hello world! As you can see, I’m still alive. Thank you very much. Ahem. My friends and I already installed the modem but the problem is, the connection isn’t good so I still couldn’t get any web pages loaded. Bleh.. When we try to connect the cabel to the laptop, there is an internet connection but the web pages don’t load, meaning, we can’t view any. That Speedy person who’s in charge in installing the Internet told us that there’s some problem with the phone line. Wuddeheck??! So, he needs to call up his other colleague form different division that’s responsible for this kind of problem. Guess I need to wait for another one whole week!! Arghhh!!