Elusive Hearts

[EDIT] She’s talking to me again! I think. She replied my message and it’s not just few phrases. It has got sentences. Lol~ I think we’ll be ok. Yay! :cheer: [/EDIT]

Yesterday was my most depressing day ever. Everything seemed to be so not right and I was all confused with my ownself. Gahh.. I’m not sure whether it’s appropriate to say everything that I felt about yesterday since many of my offline friends already know the existence of this crappy blog of mine.. Haha.. I feel kinda restricted to talk anything freely. :secret: No offence ok guys? I don’t want people to end up telling around about things that I post here. Lol~ Like I’m Miss Popular or something. Really, I’m not that significantly important to be mentioned anywhere. :bored2:

I’m having some misunderstanding with one of my friends in uni. She didn’t speak to me like she’s used to. She spoke to me whenever it’s necessary only. I felt totally abandoned and ignored when sitting in class next to her. It was just so depressing that I broke down at that particular moment. :bawl: Trying to avoid attention from my classmates, I went out of class and my tears were falling down as I was on my way to the toilet. Yea, you might think that’s s stupid. But I do feel stupid though. Gahhh.. I was so confused and still am. I don’t know what I did to her. After class finished, I cried again. :bawl: And again, I felt stupid. Then, my other friend saw me at the corridor, crying shamefully. She consoled me and I’m so thankful for that. I got better and then she invited me to have lunch with her and the others. (Yea, you know who you guys are, right?). So, this is the reason why you guys suddenly saw me together with you guys during lunch yesterday. Lol~

Anyway, I hope this misunderstanding will be over soon. My heart aches so much. I can’t afford to cry again. It’s so tiring. But I just can’t stand it. I think my lacrimal gland might even have problems. It’s hypersensitized. Lol~ I cry easily even for small matters. No wonder my father calls me a cry baby. Hello? I’m already 20!! Gotta be stonger! :straight:

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