It’s the state of bliss you think you’re dreaming..
I’ve been very lazy busy for the past few days. Shall I say both lazy and busy then? (Hey! It rhymes!
) Lab reports, PBL reports, Lab, PBL, PBL, PBL!!! Urgh! I had enough of those shits! PBL just drives me mad. I’ve been coping with it for the past few months and I feel so sick whenever I have to attend PBL discussion.
Oh, sorry. I guess you guys don’t know what the hell is PBL. PBL is some kind of method of torture for all medical students throughout the whole wide world.
EDIT 24 March: I’m officially 21!

I intended to write about this earlier but somehow my Firefox had some problem that it couldn’t view my site and I couldn’t even login my WP. Well, until I realised that it actually works on IE. Shitty IE6! It’s unbelievable! I dunno what’s wrong with my FF. I uninstalled and reinstalled it again but it’s still not working. Wargh!
Updated: It’s fixed already! Thanks so much to Wordpress Support Forum.

The weather in Jakarta nowadays is very unstable. (I couldn’t find any other word to describe it better) It was a very bright sunny day yesterday. Today, it rained quite heavily. The weather fluctuates. Almost everyone in my class is sick. I’m sick. To make it worse, I’m currently having asthma attacks. This isn’t the first time I got the attacks right here in Jakarta. I’ve been asthmatic ever since I was a child. Back then, it was much more severe but it got better as I grew up. I remember that my last attack before I came to Jakarta was like 8 years ago, perhaps? Ever since I came here, I tend to get recurrent attacks and it’s not just me. A lot of my friends who had asthma before also experience the same thing too. Ah, blame the severe air pollution here! Damn.

Dammit. I can’t study tonight. My mind was lingering on something that bothers me for the past few days. And somehow, I feel so sad..
And jealous too.. It’s a mixed feeling. Urghh.. Why am I feeling this way? I don’t have any problem. Could it probably be a mental sickness? No, I’m very much sane indeed. My heart tells me that I’m sad and my eyes tell me to cry. Dammit.
I really don’t know the reason behind this. Okay, maybe I do know but I don’t feel like sharing it here. I don’t wanna cry. I can easily cry and currently I’m trying to refrain myself from crying. People around me have always been reminding me not to cry over ridiculous matters. They tell me not to take things seriously (I guess they meant too seriously) but to me, every single thing does matter to me. My emotion is easily disturbed and once that happens, it takes a very long time for recovery.

I wanted to post about this earlier but I was too busy with my PBL assignment and lab reports. It’s only the 1st week of the new module but the schedule is already quite packed. Huhu.. So yeah, today, 13th March 2008 is my darling’s birthday. *blush*
I know the fact that he doesn’t read my blog (oh, he doesn’t read blogs at all) but I just wanna post about it. Hehe.. We didn’t have time to celebrate it today as I had classes till 3 pm and he needed to sit for his final exam. Hope he’ll like my present and I really can’t wait to meet him this Sunday!
Ps: I know. A very short post indeed. I don’t think people can stand my lengthy posts as all of them are boring. Lol~ Nah, I have lots of stuff to do actually. Very busy. So bye bye!
Ps: My birthday is in another 11 days!! 