It’s the state of bliss you think you’re dreaming..
Today, I had a plate of nasi lemak with ayam rendang for lunch. And oh, that’s not all. I even had another plate of roti canai. As you can see, both of them are fattening foods. Meaning, I’ve just increased the amount fats in my body much, much more. Urgh! I hate this. I seriously can’t resist food temptations. Especially foods that I favour the most. Eh, who doesn’t anyway?
You see. I’m fat. No, no. All the pictures that you had seen before were just illusions. Did you realise that I never put any full-body photos here? (Oh, did I? I forgot. LOL!) Coz I look fat in them. Don’t believe me? Ask my friends. Haha..
One of my friends asked me, “Why do you keep complaining about gaining weight? I’ve never heard you saying anything about losing weight. How can you gain weight but not losing it while being able to maintain it?”
The answer for that is, my friend, why would I complain if I did lose weight. And to be honest, I hardly lose weight these days. Probably due to my super duper sedentary lifestyle. WTH.
This is so random. By the way, I still have another plate of fried mee, waiting to be eaten. Dammit. Wasn’t lunch enough for you already, my dear Mira? You know that you’re fat. I say, STOP EATING TOO MUCH, will you? Ah, what the hell.
P.s. My BMI is still in normal range by the way. Just thought if you’re curious.
P.p.s Everytime I said “damn” or “what the hell” or even “shit”, people would give me this shocking look. What’s wrong with that? At least I didn’t say f*ck verbally. Heh. I don’t curse. I don’t feel comfortable doing that actually.
P.p.p.s. Should I just throw away that fried mee? Haha..
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u shud give it to someone living nearby in a kost called puri salemba.. but if u shudnt eat, he will have no reasons to eat it cos he’s like.. obscenely fat? haha.
fact: kalo x mkn, nnti akan terasa lapar sgt sehingga termakan makanan yg jumlahnya jauh lebih byk drp jumlah makanan yg ko pilih utk x mkn :D
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Peter: Oooppss.. too late already la. I’ve already finished it all, with my guilt pushed aside. Haha. silly me. Eh, that someone that you’re talking about isn’t fat la. Jangan la ckp camtu.. ok?
huy ming: Haha. sy tau.. it’s not that I don’t want to eat anything at all. Sy dah makan terlebih byk. Huhu.. Eat frequently but in small quantity. That is how I should eat kan. Skarang nie, I eat big meals in one go. Mana boleh right? Later on, I’d feel hungry even faster. Big meals will cause faster gastric emptying right? Waaa…
just eat it dear, don throw it away. life is short after all. muahaha. WTF. oops! mira lagi baik dari jaja yg guna WTF. aiya, bad mouth jaja. eh i never said it verbally gak. tgn je gatal nak express my silliness.
btw thank u so much for the faal. *hugs*
haha.. tgk perkataan WTF tu DotA pulak yg muncul kat otak sy. DotA ade satu game mode yg namenye WTF.
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Jaja: Hehe. I didn’t throw it away after all. Sayang la.. it costs me Rp7k ok. Haha..
Eh, sometimes mira guna gak la WTF. But never dare to write in full la. Just the 3 letters. Hehe. You’re welcome hun! *hugs back*
Huy Ming: Haha.. Really? Sy tak tau la. I know nothing about DotA. Hehe..
oh yeah, another thing!
WTF = World Taekwondo Federation
Hahaha!
Hey ur BMI still under the normal range what. No need to feel guilty la. Kalau rase guilty jugak pegi la exercise buang balik calorie calorie yang belebihan itu :D
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Oh my goodness. I haven’t been here in ages. Damn exams. Firstly, I love your new design. It’s very lovely!
Aww, I doubt you’re fat. I tend to think that I am. I’m currently at 100lbs but due to my height which is a little less than 5′ I tend to look a bit chubby. I cannot resist my food temptations. I wish I could lose weight, go on a diet or exercise but I can never stick to my goals when it comes to maintaining my weight. I also have a tendency to have a sweet snack after every meal which is probably why I’m gaining. Ugh.
Take care love. Hopefully I’ll stop by soon again.
“How can you gain weight but not losing it while being able to maintain it?”
LOL that is the best line ever, ahaha
Girl, of course you won’t be complaining. The thing you do when you lose weight is thanking. And you should say it out loud, as a sign of syukur :)
I still don’t get it, girls with their weight obsession T_T
I am an underweight, BTW. *sad*
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ugh… I don’t know what to say. I feel you, babe.
*hugs*
kita sama2 gemuk. wuwu~
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hi mira,
dah wish happy mother’s day kat ibu ke belum?
anyway, you just makes me feel hungry laaaa… rendang? nasi lemak? warghhhh…
ermm mm.. are u sure u’re fat ? seriously ?
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Haha.. so funny! Just give it to me lah (fried mee)! :P
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Winterwish: The thing is, I’m just too lazy to exercise. Haha..
Actually, I’ve just started to do some aerobics the other day and unfortunately, somehow I twisted one of my joints and the pain still doesn’t resolve. :-(
Shen: Thanks but unfortunately, this new theme isn’t mine. I didn’t design this. I wish I was the one anyway. Haha. 100lbs? wow, I’m much much MUCH heavier than you and I’m not even that tall. I only stand around 5′3″
tallshort and I weigh around.. *secret*. LOL. Same here. I even take snacks in the middle of the night which is bad of course.MK: Haha. I know. Credit goes to Peter Tok Seah Keng, my classmate.
(Peter, you should feel proud ok. Hehe..) Yeah..But unfortunately, I never lose weight. T_T. You guys will never understand us. It’s human nature that girls worry too much about their weight, I think. Haha.. Aww..maybe you should eat a lot more than you do now? And guys have higher metabolic rate so I guess it’s harder for them to gain weight? That’s what I think based on my experience.
Aisyah: LOL. Aisyah, Aisyah, Aisyah. You’re definitely not fat. You’re hot, okay. Rawrr! Haha.. Oh well, girls memang camni pun kan. We think we’re fat even though we’re actually not. But as for my case, it’s for real that I’m fat. Ok la, maybe not fat but.. CHUBBY? My dad always calls me “montel”. Urgh. T_T
Rohaizad: Dah wish dah, early in the morning. I even called her. Hehe..
yeah.. meleleh tak air liur?
Keroro: Yes Keroro. I’m 100% sure. Eh no, make that 110%. Haha..
Saffa: Sorry dear. I’ve eaten them all. Muahaha!
What I do to get rid of my cravings is I brush my teeth. It gets rid of any taste in my mouth and helps to stop me from wanting that kind of food I guess. I dunno. You should try it.
so you love food dont you? so does everybody else.. but i’m having a problem gaining my weight.. urgh~! i eat quite a lot, but i think there’s a lot of cacing in my body lol
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punggong dan peha saya gemuk. kesian.
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BCS session:
simulated patient: amira
physical examination: the patient looks thin and slim
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Michelle: Oh, really? That probably might work. But Idk. Maybe I should try it.
Uner: But at least guys do have higher metabolic rates than girls do. I think? Idk. The problem here is having a sedentary lifetsyle. And me, a lazy bum. Haha..
Makan la ubat cacing kalau macam tu.
Aisyah: Hah? Punggung dan peha kamu gemuk? You should see mine. They’re like.. humungous! Haha. Nak cari seluar (especially jeans) sangat2 susah. Sedih.. :-(
Huy Ming: Haha.. In my dreams. No one has ever told me that I look thin and slim. Usually “tembam” ada lah. Urgh!
I’m just gonna state the obvious here;
I’m fat and I’m fine with it.
But what bothers me is when some dickhead make a cynical joke about my body, albeit this is a tad too common in the Malaysian society “kau suka makan ya?” etc.
They believe these kinda jokes are haha funny, but in truth, it hurts. Just as hurtful when I say “omg, you’re ugly haha”.
Tell me if I’m wrong, but I’m sure you’ve heard these kind of jokes before and maybe they don’t offend you like it do to me, but sometimes it does register into your brain “oh man, I AM fat aren’t I?” right? (even though you’re probably not fat as you made it sound like).
I can safely say that cracking some mockery jokes is an epidemic in our people. But they fail to realize that these sardonic jests have psychological effects (or probably they do but are just too ignorant to care).
I have yet to be proven wrong (that Malaysian guys are such assholes), but so far, no avail. Hence my point still stands.
On another note, I cannot fathom people that ACT surprised when they’ve heard swear words. What are they, somesort of Holy Saint who’s been living in a holy world? These people pisses me off too because of their hypocritical attribute. Apparently, by ACTING surprised would make them appear so pure and innocent as if “OMG you’ve said fuck! I’m gonna tell God about it”.
Bullshit. They might even be more corrupted than us who curse. Who knows right?
I’m sorry for venting out here, I just have too much wrath for stupid little gestures like these that our society does.
I guess I haven’t grown out of that teenage angst shit. LOL.
Anyway, odd as it sounds, your posts always make me write more (that rarely happens!)
Kudos for making me talk like a makcik kepoh. LOL
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LOL at sexy’s comment. haha.
hey, maan post baruuu. lama tak blogging. blog, mira, blog! *pressuring*
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*supporting aishah to support mira* lol
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fatty ke? okeyhh jee tengok?
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Sexy.Chewbacca: OMG! You’re so right! There was one time where this guy from my class. He didn’t actually made a direct joke to tease me but his words were deep and I completely understood what he wanted to say. Yeah, it hurts like hell of course even though he laughed after making the so-called joke. Urgh. Whatvever.
Oh yeah, when I said, they gave me this shocking look, they were just too surprised to see me saying something like that. Because it was ME who said that. Well, they expected me to so innocent and all when I’m actually not. Haha.. So, sorry to dissapoint you guys. LOL.
Makcik kepoh? LOL! You made me laugh!
Aisyah: Sorry hun. I was just too busy the other day. And lazy too sebenarnya. Haha.
Uner: Haha.. Ye la ye la. I’ve posted a new post already la.
Anysz: Hanya tuan badan je tau.. org lain tak tau. Huhu.. :-(
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1 day of no food restriction is ok. its not like eat 1 dat and u’ll be fat :)
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LOL. I know what you mean. I was just exaggerating I guess.
Yeah, it’s totally fine if it’s only one day but as for my case, it isn’t one day actually. It has been countless of times already. I eat a lot. *guilt spreads over me*
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