Elusive Hearts

All of sudden, I don’t feel like blogging anymore.
All of sudden, I don’t feel like I belong to this blogosphere.
You won’t be seeing me anymore for good.
I hope you’re all happy with the decision I made a few minutes ago.
I will still be around though… as a silent reader only.
I will continue to blog anyway but I won’t be doing it for public’s readings.
Just for those whom I’m close to.
And I wish not to be found.
Please don’t try to find me.
I know you wouldn’t anyway.
Why the hell would you want to do that anyway??
So this is the last goodbye.
For real.
Bye bye.

P.s. My heartache headache is getting worse.
P.p.s. I need my sweetheart. Now.

Congratulations to me. I got sick for the 2nd time in less than a week! What a remarkable achievement..NOT. Last Saturday, I got diarrhea and later on struck with a very bad headache. Took 2 days to get recovered. I got sick for the 2nd time yesterday but this time around, I got fever and still a very bad headache. I’m starting to doubt if the headache really is due to my febrile condition.

I always get headache even without the presence of any other symptoms. Just the headache alone. It might probably due to the abominable whether in Jakarta. It’s way too hot for my body to get adapt to it. You might think Jakarta is similar to Kuala Lumpur in terms of the whether but truth to be told, KL is just better. At least KL gets rain once in a while unlike Jakarta, which usually has loooonggg period of hot whether without even a bit of rain. Sometimes, I feel like my room is a kind of sauna that makes me sweat profusely even if I don’t move around. The hot condition makes me feel like doing nothing so that I can minimize the heat production. The more movement you make, the more heat will be produced. WTF with the mini-lecture. Haha.

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The major mechanisms of HDL-mediated protection against Cardiovascular Disease are:
Keyword: RIPA
1. Reverse cholesterol transport
2. Inhibition of adhesion molecule expression
3. Protect LDL against oxidation
4. Anti-inflammatory agent

Hahaha.. Wuddeheck. Anyway, I’m finally done with Metabolic Endocrine Module. The exam was quite difficult and what the hell with the family conference questions? Everything seemed logical to me and I felt like choosing more than one answer. Whatever. The next module (Reproductive System) is going to start next week so I’m gonna have a few days of break before back to misery Uni. Haha.

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Hello everyone. This will just be a quick post. Just wanna let you guys know that I’m still alive. Haha. Currently busy with torturing my mind, body and soul to stay awake for at least 20 hours per day, leaving the remaining 4 hours for sleep. I have been working my ass off for the finals.. NOT!

Anyway, I know this is kinda late but better late than never right? Wishing to all Muslims Happy Eid Mubarak. How was everyone’s celebration? Mine was great. Got loads of duit raya. The best thing about studying abroad is you get more duit raya than usual. Way more. Haha. *happy*

Hope this pic is not an eyesore to you. Haha. Yes, that’s my little sister.

See ya after 14 October. Byeeee!!

P.s. I rarely do bloghopping these days. Even if I do, I don’t leave any comments. Will do that later okay.

Music: Untouched by The Veronicas

Exam is over. I didn’t do my best, I know. Did a lot of stupid mistakes. Oh, when will I ever learn?? Whatever. I don’t care anymore. I really dislike Metabolic Endocrine Module. Assignments are piling up right after the exam. WTF. Dude, I need to break free from this madness once in a while. Gimme some peace, will you?

Dang! The emo-ness strikes back. Anyway, I’ve been tagged by Maiza. So, here it goes.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I.. I… hfasgfascfgasgf&%$$##$!! You wouldn’t want to do that, would ya honey?

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