Elusive Hearts

I know. It’s weird. I don’t really like seeing a doctor even though I’m going to become one someday. I woud rather take the usual medication depending on the condition that I am in. But if the pain doesn’t resolve or it gets worse, then only I would go and see a doctor. This isn’t good because who knows that something bad is actually happening and it gets worse as I don’t see a doctor in the first place. The last few days, I had this very painful menstrual cramp and diarrhea. I had no choice but to seek a doctor. And it was my friend who asked me to see a doctor. Apalah Mira nie.. Ish3..

I really don’t know why I don’t like seeing a doctor. Well, considering that I had been visiting the doctor for countless of times when I was a kid. I got sick easily and once I got sick, it would take quite some time to recover. My body is somehow.. fragile. Yes, a doctor doctor-to-be who is always sick. Does that even make sense?

Usually when I really have to see a doctor, it’s either my mom or my dad who accompanies me to the doctor’s room. Oh, you’re asking me how old I am now? I’m 12 21 by the way. A big two and one. Heh. :bored2: I don’t know. It freaks me out to be left alone with the doctor and I need someone to be there for me. I know. It’s not like the doctor gonna eat me up or something, right? LOL. :hehe:

But things will change soon. I wanna change this bad attitude of mine. Imagine that I’m a doctor and people are afraid of seeing me. I wouldn’t want that, would I?

I was chatting with Mie the other day and he told me something that caught my attention instantly. One of his close friends asked him:

Don’t you ever want to get another girlfriend for yourself, beside the one that you already have now? You have admirers here, you know.

Oh man. I’m downright sure that I’m capable to smack hard on his friend’s face if he asks something like that right in front of me. His friend suggested that since I am no where near him. WTF. I think it’s rather rude. No, I’m not going to write down everything on what he replied to that question. I don’t want to get too personal here. All I gotta say, his response made me smile all day. Haha. :love2:

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The weather in Jakarta nowadays is very unstable. (I couldn’t find any other word to describe it better) It was a very bright sunny day yesterday. Today, it rained quite heavily. The weather fluctuates. Almost everyone in my class is sick. I’m sick. To make it worse, I’m currently having asthma attacks. This isn’t the first time I got the attacks right here in Jakarta. I’ve been asthmatic ever since I was a child. Back then, it was much more severe but it got better as I grew up. I remember that my last attack before I came to Jakarta was like 8 years ago, perhaps? Ever since I came here, I tend to get recurrent attacks and it’s not just me. A lot of my friends who had asthma before also experience the same thing too. Ah, blame the severe air pollution here! Damn.

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Everyone’s been talking about the 12th General Election lately. I’ve been refraining myself from sharing my views on political matters but I just couldn’t. I thought I didn’t care at all but now, I’m not so sure myself. I’m not even qualified to vote, well.. just not yet.. I even stayed up till 3.30 am yesterday just to see the result. I had been refreshing the Malaysiakini website for countless of times, just to get the latest news on the result. The first thing that struck me hard was the announcement of “Opposition wins Selangor - 12.25 am”. (I live in Selangor so that’s why I do care.) Yes, I couldn’t believe myself at first.

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