P.s. My heartache headache is getting worse.
P.p.s. I need my sweetheart. Now.

I always get headache even without the presence of any other symptoms. Just the headache alone. It might probably due to the abominable whether in Jakarta. It’s way too hot for my body to get adapt to it. You might think Jakarta is similar to Kuala Lumpur in terms of the whether but truth to be told, KL is just better. At least KL gets rain once in a while unlike Jakarta, which usually has loooonggg period of hot whether without even a bit of rain. Sometimes, I feel like my room is a kind of sauna that makes me sweat profusely even if I don’t move around. The hot condition makes me feel like doing nothing so that I can minimize the heat production. The more movement you make, the more heat will be produced. WTF with the mini-lecture. Haha.

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Hahaha.. Wuddeheck. Anyway, I’m finally done with Metabolic Endocrine Module. The exam was quite difficult and what the hell with the family conference questions? Everything seemed logical to me and I felt like choosing more than one answer. Whatever. The next module (Reproductive System) is going to start next week so I’m gonna have a few days of break before back to misery Uni. Haha.

I wanted to write about my Eid celebration but I was too busy with the finals and my mind was going insane when I knew I had not been fully prepared for it. My Eid was great. Simple but great. I got to be with my family and that’s all that matters, right? I don’t feel like writing much so here are some pictures. A picture is worth a thousand words right? (Even though you can’t literally describe a picture in a thousand words, can you? =.=”)

My happy family! Taken at my grandma’s house in Muar.

My father, 53, works as an engineer for BERNAS and my mother, 47, is a full-time housewife. My grandmother, 88 (or is it 89), lives in Muar together with my aunt and a maid. I have two sisters and I’m the middle child. My elder sister, 24, is an accountant graduated from UKM while my little sister, 18, is currently studying in UiTM Sri Iskandar majoring in Fine Arts. And me? You don’t need to know. What? You really wanna know about me? Awww.. I’m touched! *syok sendiri* Haha. I am 21 years old and currently in my 3rd year in medical school.

Yes, I really do love them. Ayah saya yang hensem and mama saya yang cun!

Anith, Amira, Aznida. Can you tell which one is the eldest and the youngest? Hehe.

Gimme gimme money!

That is actually my younger sister’s money, received from our relatives of my father’s side. Mine is an extra of RM 70 compared to hers. Muahaha!!

Twin-wannabes! Sometimes, my sisters and I even bought the same clothes! We don’t mind, really!

Haha. I guess that’s enough. My face is like everywhere and I guess it’s starting to annoy the crap out of you. Oh well. I’m off to hunt for other people’s blog! Toodles!

Anyway, I know this is kinda late but better late than never right? Wishing to all Muslims Happy Eid Mubarak. How was everyone’s celebration? Mine was great. Got loads of duit raya. The best thing about studying abroad is you get more duit raya than usual. Way more. Haha. *happy*

Hope this pic is not an eyesore to you. Haha. Yes, that’s my little sister.

See ya after 14 October. Byeeee!!

P.s. I rarely do bloghopping these days. Even if I do, I don’t leave any comments. Will do that later okay.

Exam is over. I didn’t do my best, I know. Did a lot of stupid mistakes. Oh, when will I ever learn?? Whatever. I don’t care anymore. I really dislike Metabolic Endocrine Module. Assignments are piling up right after the exam. WTF. Dude, I need to break free from this madness once in a while. Gimme some peace, will you?

Dang! The emo-ness strikes back. Anyway, I’ve been tagged by Maiza. So, here it goes.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I.. I… hfasgfascfgasgf&%$$##$!! You wouldn’t want to do that, would ya honey?

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
What dream? *thinking harder* Currently, I already have what I always wanted.

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
Whose? The ASSignments. They’re such an annoyance. Wish I could get rid of them. I need some break please. Wait, ASSignments don’t have butts despite of the name, do they?

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Loads of stuff. Ditch my stinky Compaq Presario and buy a new laptop with decent specifications. Buy a new handphone, preferably Sony Ericsson G905, even though I still love my W700i. New shoes, clothes, handbags, everything I like, yadda yadda.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
My bestfriends are all girls and no. I’m straight. Can’t you tell? WTH.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Definitely both. To be able to love someone and being loved in return.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Wait for what? To get married? Haha..

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Back off and I wouldn’t have any high hopes on him anymore. Nada.

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be?
I don’t act. I’m a bad actress, trust me. I couldn’t even fool my friends.

10. List down a few things you’d do before you die.
A lot. It will be a ridiculously long list if I list them all. But in the time being, I’m aiming for a perfect four for GPA. Hahaha.. WTH. How geeky is that?

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
31 years old, a successful doctor who is already married to another doctor. Hahaha..

12. What’s your fear?
Bad grades. Haha.. Yeah, told you I’m a geek.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Maiza Hani. An architect-to-be, lovely, soft-spoken, pretty, brilliant, kind, sweet. Sounds like a perfect girl huh? Yes, she really is! I love you Hani!!

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married and rich! Muahaha..

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
Comb my hair. I look ugly and disturbed. Haha.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Nah. I don’t want to be so naive.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
That has never happened. I don’t fall in love easily.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
It depends how serious the matter is. I may forgive but deep down inside me, these wounds will never heal.

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Right now, having a relationship.

I’m going back home on the 26th. Really can’t wait. Wait for me!

I was supposed to sit for my exam on last Thursday but the module committee decided to postpone it till Monday since some of the lecturers still have not given their exam questions. Is that supposed to be a bad news? *shrugs* It’s not that I’m completely prepared for the exam. Oh what the heck. I always feel the same way even though I’ve already prepared. I guess this is what you call being insecure. Anyhow, the longer I have to wait for the day, the lazier I would feel.

Oh craps. All I wanna do right now is having some nap. Oh wait, I already did that. Seriously, I don’t feel like doing anything right now. Help!

Haha.. Relax. I’m not going insane or whatever. I was merely fooling around besides testing out my photoshop skills.

Read the labels. I’m not gonna put any description here.

Okay, I’m done! Weee.. Well, the title isn’t something related with the tag, is it? Anyway, one of my housemates lost her laptop, handphone, and everything that is basically pricey in the blink of an eye. I was so shocked to find that out when I reached my house this afternoon. People were gathering together in the living “room” (not exactly a room but whatever. ) and some were dressed up like policemen..? Not sure about that. I really have no idea how policemen here look like. Pardon me for my absolute ignorance.

Well, the policeman-look-alike stopped me and my other friend by. He wanted to ask a few questions regarding the case and I was cringing, as if I did something wrong. (Heh. I’m such a good girl okay! *innocent face*) He started to ask us questions like what was the time we left the house, did we see anyone else before going out, where was everyone else during this.. and that.. What is this? A scrutiny? Basically, I felt like I was a suspect, being investigated. How cool is that? Hahaha. Okay, that’s not cool. That’s just scary.

After he was satisfied with my answers, I straight away went upstairs to check on my belongings. I left my laptop on my desk and everything else such as digital camera, my other handphone and iPod Nano were in the drawer, with the keys dangling from the keyhole! (You can see from the picture up there) Gosh. Memang mencari masalah betul la. I felt so lucky that the thief didn’t choose my room to break into but I really felt bad about my other housemate. She must have been devastated. If I were her, I would probably lose my consciousness right at the moment I found I lost everything.

And so now, I’m living in fear. I don’t think I can leave my door unlocked even for a sec. Anything can happen as my room is facing the outside directly. My room door is the only barrier that the thief has to pass through. I just hope something like this won’t happen again. Amin..

1. What is the most important thing in your life?
My family and my soon-to-be family. Ahaks.

2. What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
Hmm.. I haven’t been spending on anything for the past few days. Photostating my PBL assignment isn’t considered “buying”, is it?

3. Where do you wish to get married?
My home, truly Malaysia! (Nak balik rumah!)

4. How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
After my graduation from mad med school.

5. Are you in love?
Yes. Totally in love!

6. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
Secret Recipe with my darl. I had a tomyam spaghetti.

7. Name the latest book that you bought?
Err.. I hardly buy books these days.

8. What is your full name?
Go find it yourself.

9. Do you prefer your mother or father?
Can I choose both? I love them! Miss them!

10. Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
No one at this particular moment.

11. Christina or Britney?
Michelle Branch. Haha.

12. Do you do your own laundry?
Yes, of course.

13. The most exciting place you want to go?
Home, home, home!

14. Hugs or kisses?
Hugsss…

15. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
NoktahHitam - emo, popular, wicked mind, a successful web developer, wants to marry a doctor. Sorry NH, can’t think of anything else. Hoho.

16. 8 things I am passionate about.
Let’s see.. Hmm.. photoshop, books, music, maths (I barely do any these days), the Internet, cell phones, TEDDY BEARS, cute stuffs.

17. 8 things I say too often.
Ala…, hah?, hehe, ey, jap jap, ha’ah, ish ish ish, kenape eh?

18. 8 books I’ve read recently.
Robbins’ Pathalogic Basis of Disease, Sherwood’s Physiology, Katzung’s Basic & Clinical Pharmacology, and the list goes on. Hey, my exam is coming soon!

19. 8 songs I could listen to over and over again.

The Used - Blue & Yellow
Funeral for a Friend - History
Agnes Monica - Matahariku (jiwangness~)
Avril Lavigne - Innocence
Leona Lewis - Take A Bow
Peterpan - Semua Tentang Kita
One Republic - Stop & Stare
Green Day - Wake Me Up When September Ends

20. 8 things I learned last year.

Stop procrastinating
I have to be independent because people can’t be bothered to care about you all the time
Getting a perfect FOUR for GPA isn’t impossible. 9 of my classmates have proved it, alright.
I have to study SMART if I want to succeed.
Stop being too sensitive.
Appreciate your loved ones while they’re still with you.
Manage my monthly budget wisely.
I can’t sing.

21. 8 people to tag.

The 1st person to comment on this post
The 2nd person…
The 3rd..
……
The 8th..

There you go. Ahahah..
Holy cow. I’ve got to study. Exam is on its way. Buhbye..

I dreamed about some random guy (I barely remember his face though) telling me that I’m getting fatter nowadays. Seriously, telling a girl how fat she is isn’t a smart move. You probably get smacked hard on the face or anything else that she can think off to make sure you wouldn’t want to say anything like that again in the future. It’s somehow a very sensitive subject.

While I was still in a semi-conscious state, I looked myself into the mirror thinking “do I really look that fat”? Urgh. I guess I did put on some weight during my holidays. And NOW only I know why I did. A complete solid evidence.

The sinful chocolates!!

Another big bar of chocolate!

And…some junk foods!

Oh well. I’m meeting him later for breakfasting. I hope he’s not telling me I do look fat anyway. If he does, I……

Oh well. There’s no turning back. I still need to complete another 4 years of study abroad. Wish me luck! By the way, I’m officially a 3rd year medical student! Hoho.. Still 2 years away from my clinical practice. (It could have been a year if only I don’t have to do research in different uni of different continent. )

Oh well. Enough with the craps. Anyway, wishing all muslims Happy Fasting!
Oh, this is what I had for the breakfasting..

Beef rendang made by my mom and I cooked the cabbage!

I brought the rendang from Malaysia anyway. My mom’s not here. I wish she is. Together with my dad and my sisters!!!