Bye bye..

I’ve been staring my notes for hours, without having any progression. Yes, that’s right. I haven’t been productive much since the moment I woke up this morning. I even woke up late. Straight away took a bath. Sat in front of my study desk and stared at these papers. I’m so losing my motivation. Half of my heart tells me that I MUST study but the other half keeps saying NO to whatever I’m trying to read.

I was supposed to sit for my exam on last Thursday but the module committee decided to postpone it till Monday since some of the lecturers still have not given their exam questions. Is that supposed to be a bad news? *shrugs* It’s not that I’m completely prepared for the exam. Oh what the heck. I always feel the same way even though I’ve already prepared. I guess this is what you call being insecure. Anyhow, the longer I have to wait for the day, the lazier I would feel.

Oh craps. All I wanna do right now is having some nap. Oh wait, I already did that. Seriously, I don’t feel like doing anything right now. Help!

Haha.. Relax. I’m not going insane or whatever. I was merely fooling around besides testing out my photoshop skills.

I just woke up from my beauty sleep as I’m typing this. I realise that I always sleep during the day directly after class during this whole fasting month. Whoa. What have I become? Lazy bum? The fact that I only sleep 3 hours the most every night makes me sleepy during the day. Anyways, I’ve been tagged by SembangKomputer awhile ago and I forgot, till I came across Aisyah’s post. I’m so sorry MK! I just have too much stuff in my mind right now. In this tag, I need to put a picture of my computer desk. Well, it has dual functions anyway. It also acts as my study desk.

Read the labels. I’m not gonna put any description here.

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Okay, I’m just kidding about the title. I’ve been tagged by NoktahHitam. So here it goes my “About Me Tag”.

1. What is the most important thing in your life?
My family and my soon-to-be family. Ahaks.

2. What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
Hmm.. I haven’t been spending on anything for the past few days. Photostating my PBL assignment isn’t considered “buying”, is it?

3. Where do you wish to get married?
My home, truly Malaysia! (Nak balik rumah!)

4. How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
After my graduation from mad med school.

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I woke up early in the morning today, found myself having a heart attack from a nightmare. Haha.. Ok, I’m perfectly healthy and free from any cardiovascular disease. So, what’s up with the nightmare anyway?

I dreamed about some random guy (I barely remember his face though) telling me that I’m getting fatter nowadays. Seriously, telling a girl how fat she is isn’t a smart move. You probably get smacked hard on the face or anything else that she can think off to make sure you wouldn’t want to say anything like that again in the future. It’s somehow a very sensitive subject.

While I was still in a semi-conscious state, I looked myself into the mirror thinking “do I really look that fat”? Urgh. I guess I did put on some weight during my holidays. And NOW only I know why I did. A complete solid evidence.

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I’m back to Jakarta. I intended to do some posting before leaving Malaysia but I just couldn’t care less to be bothered. Haha. I couldn’t believe my 6 weeks of holidays are finally over. It’s over!! I didn’t feel like going back to Jakarta. I wanted to stay longer in Malaysia and if possible, I wouldn’t want to come here ever again. I’ve never been away from my family before. That’s why I never like the idea of going to boarding school!

Oh well. There’s no turning back. I still need to complete another 4 years of study abroad. Wish me luck! By the way, I’m officially a 3rd year medical student! Hoho.. Still 2 years away from my clinical practice. (It could have been a year if only I don’t have to do research in different uni of different continent. )

Oh well. Enough with the craps. Anyway, wishing all muslims Happy Fasting!
Oh, this is what I had for the breakfasting..

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