Seriously, nowadays I find it very hard to express myself through blogging. I dunno why though. Why do I always feel insecure on things that I want to write here? Looking back those years, I was able to fully express whatever I feel like expressing. I started blogging somewhere around late 2003. Yes, that was ages ago. I became active when SPM was nearing actually. I couldn’t believe myself either that I spent so much time on blogging and that’s not all. I even spent most of time in front of the computer designing layouts and making graphics instead of concentrating more on my study. Gaaahhh.. Wow, now only I realised why my mum nagged too much on how I spent my time back then. Lol~ I think I was a better blogger back then. I always had something to share with others. Not like now. You see, my recent posts are all crappy. I had so many visitors and I think my photoshop skills were even better. My first website wasn’t a personal blog actually. It was a fansite. Emma Watson fansite to be exact. I was so obsessed with Harry Potter and I thought Emma was pretty. She’s still pretty though. Even prettier nowadays. It was quite a success I think although the fansite wasn’t on a domain. I was invited to be hosted on Dreams-Garden.com. Now, if you ever heard of dreams-garden.com/~magicalemma, I was the owner! Lol~ Then, I had to close the site after almost a year since my host was closing her site as well. I didn’t bother to find another host because I lost most of my files. I wasn’t notified about the closing.

After that, I started to blog. I love blogging. But recently, I have nothing much to say online. I mean even if I do, I don’t feel comfortable to post them. Then, after SPM, I opened up another fansite. It was about one of the Simple Plan members, Sebastien Lefebvre. Guess what? It was on a domain! It was my first domain ever and I bought it myself including the webspace. Ever came across with Seb-Lefebvre.net? It was the only domain on Sebastien fansite and I was very proud of it. It was a BIG success as I had more visitors than I did when I had an Emma fansite. As time went by, I didn’t have time to maintain the fansite so I just abandoned the site till the domain expired. Gaaahhh.. After all the hard work, they all just went down the drain. So yea, it’s a looonnnngggg journey! Lol~ And here I am, being loyal to Silenteve.net for almost 2 years. Thanks to Winterwish for hosting me!

I know I know.. I don’t feel like anyone would read this very random post of mine. Gaaahhh.. Jakarta is waiting for me already. 2 more days left. I’m so not waiting for flight no. AK954. I don’t wanna fly back to Jakarta! Can I just stay here, pretty please?

I’m home bebeh! Lol~ It’s always been good to be back home. The last exam on 9th January marked the end of the Muscuoloskeletal Module. The exam was overall okay I guess. Not as dreadful as the module before. Although the amount of stuff that we had to learn was… astronomical! There were just so much stuff and I felt like my brain was going to explode. Lol~ Anatomy was tough.. We had to memorise the muscles and bones from head to toe (well, not all of them anyway but still, there were so much!). So yea, the anatomy lab exam was okay after all even tough I wasn’t so sure with my answers. Bones were easy but the muscles? Heck. By the time I tried to recall the name of the muscle, the bell rang, indicating I need to go to the next station. Blaahhh.. But then again, I didn’t feel much pressure even though I wasn’t so sure with what I wrote. Haha.. Most probably because I thought too much on going back to Malaysia after I’m done with all the exams. Lol~ So, here I am. Home sweet home bebeh! Hehe..

I just realise that this is my first post ever in year 2008! Happy New Year everyone! Better late than never aye. I must get used to writing 2008 from now on. Hehe.. About new year resolution.. Seriously, I never bother to make any all this while. Even if I do, I don’t bother to accomplish them all. Lol~ Well, maybe I need to save more money this year since I had spent more than RM 1000 for the past few months each. Yes, you read it right.. Each! The thing is, I don’t know why I spent so much when I don’t actually see stuff that I bought. My money just… POOF! Out of my sight!! Lol~ I need to record everytime I spend my money. Yep, that’s it. I just made my new year resolution. I gotta save some money! Hehe..

Well.. That’s all. I wanna watch TV!! I’ve been living in Jakarta without TV all this while. It’s been 1 and a half year already! Don’t believe it? You better do! Lol~ Bye!

Arghh!! Dammit. I’ve been slacking for the past few days and also including the 7-day holidays.. I wish time can reverse by itself so that I didn’t waste all my precious time during the holidays.. I’d been slacking a lot and still am. Shoot. I need to change. If I keep doing this, what’s gonna happen to me at the end of this module? I seriously don’t wanna think about it. I wanna get back to Malaysia this January! Oh god, please let me! Huhu.. I already checked my formative tests. I got 67% for Formative 1 and 73% for Formative 2. Help! See? They’re baadddd.. Why? Coz I’ve been slacking all this time.. That’s why.. Duhhh..

Anyway, talking about slacking..yes, I slacked again today. Haha.. I mean, just for today. I went out with my darling today… We went to Taman Anggrek Mall. I seriously wanted to see him coz I don’t think I’ll be able to see him in another 1 month if I don’t see him right now. Right after the finals, I’ll be heading straight to the airport.. Huhu.. Anyway, today was fun! Oh well, every dates were fun anyway. *giggles* We had lunch at Hartz Buffet and it cost us Rp 140 000! As usual, I ate a lot more than him. It always turned out that way and I don’t know why though.. I guess I have bigger stomach than him aye. Lol~ So yea, He ate 2 plates and I managed to finish 4 plates! That’s double! Gosh, help! I need to slim down.. I’m heavier than him in spite of his 6 feet height. OMG! And I only stand 5′3″ short. *sigh* Then, we went to watch movie, Bee Movie. I just love cartoon, don’t you? Haha. It was so funny! We’ve been watching this kind of movies before like Shrek, Ratatouille, Enchanted, and the list goes on.. Hehe. Then, we strolled around the mall and had some chit chat and went back at 8.30 pm. Yea, it’s kinda late actually but I just couldn’t let him off. Haha.. As usual, he sent me back home even though I insisted that I could go back home by myself. Hah, like I would dare to do that. It’s dark already outside okay.. He’s so sweet.. Thanks honey! Hehe..

Oh well.. I shouldn’t be slacking again, remember? Off to study mode! (But I already feel sleepy! Haha..) I’m probably gonna take a long hiatus.. Need to concentrate on my study. Bye bye and take care everyone.

Here I am.. still wide awake although my mind and soul aren’t really here.. I’m so sleepy but yet I’m awake. Well, thanks to stupid blocked nose!!! Arghh.. I’ve been really really sick for the past few days. Bad fever, terrible common cold, severe headache, very very painful sore throat.. Can these get any worse?? Class starts tomorrow and I’m totally not prepared. I need some sleep! Please blocked nose.. go go away, pretty please?!

I’m extra excited today.. Why? *drum rolls* The internet connection at my house is already fixed! It took damn long for that Speedy person to figure out the problem. It’s actually just a small matter but I just can’t understand why they took so long to get it figured out. Anyway, that Speedy person who came today wasn’t the same person. Man, if it was the same person, I think it’s going to take FOREVER! Lol~ Anyway, yeah. Super duper happy about this.

Everything is okay. FYI, I got my laptop reformatted due to virus infection right before the holidays. I was all depressed and on that particular day, I couldn’t even get anything done. I was lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling and thinking about my laptop. Stupid, aye. Haha.. Anyway, it’s okay now and I was charged Rp 75k (RM 30) for reformatting. Damn cheap, I think. Compared to Malaysia. I remember back then, I was charged as high as RM 60. It’s twice the price!

Actually, I got nothing to blog about. Oh, last Friday, I watched I AM LEGEND with Mie. Gosh, I really hate this kind of movie. It’s the same type as Resident Evil. No matter what, as long as he likes it, it’s fine with me. Lol~ Anyway, NEW THEME! Simple. I ran out of ideas. And now, I run out of words to say. So, bye bye!