Persona

To start with, Mira is just like any other ordinary girl. She breathes, she bathes, she eats, she drinks, she sleeps, she wakes up and so forth. Hehe.. Ok2, let’s be serious now. She’s nineteen years of age and thinks it’s freaky the fact that she’ll be in her 20’s next year. She’s already 20 and she still feels the same as she always does. Good for her! She’s currently doing nothing but hoping that stars would fall down from the sky. Eh, no. She’s waiting for an offer letter from the Malaysian Public Service Department (a.k.a JPA) before furthering her studies in medicine somewhere in Indonesia. She hopes to go to either Yogyakarta or Bandung with her loved ones.. specifically her best friends and him. No, she doesn’t get to go to the same uni with her love. But she is happy enough that both of them are studying in Jakarta. No, it’s not like she wants to leave Malaysia so badly. In fact, she loves Malaysia so much. Oh yea, the government is trying to get rid of her by sending her off to somewhere that she doesn’t belong. Haha.. Enough of those craps. Yes, she’s going to Indonesia, hopefully that she would get a decent degree in medicine there before returning to her beloved country.

She hopes to be a paediatrician some day since she loves kids so much. Kids brighten up her day though some may be such a pain in the ass. She doesn’t mind anyway. Though she likes kids, she thinks that they are not really fond of her since she doesn’t know how to make them laugh, entertain them, and all those craps. Oh well, she’ll learn some day.

Let’s talk about her name. Her name, Amira brings the meaning of princess and leader. She’s a total opposite of those. She acts neither like a princess nor a leader. She’s mostly a follower, a loyal one she would say. She follows whatever that are meant to be followed and never set her foot out of the line. Sometimes, that makes her caught in the middle and being used by other people. Ah, enough said. She loves her family very much. She can never ever imagine how her life would be like without them. They are the ones whom she always turns on to whenever she needs a shoulder to cry on or share her joyous moments.

She loves music very much and even considers it as part of her soul. Without music, she is just like a walking dead body without a soul. She listens to music every single day and there has never been a day where she doesn’t stick to her earphone. She thinks music cannot be separated from her life and if that ever happens, she reckons it’s the end of the world. Silly, don’t you think so? She listens to almost everything, depending on her mood of the day. But most of the time, she would prefer something from Funeral For A Friend, Peterpan, Green Day, etc. Like she said, it all depends on her mood. Mind you, she’s volatile in terms of mood. People around her and the surrounding give very much impact on her. Oh dear, you don’t wanna make her angry, do you? Haha.. *trying to sound dangerous and intimidating* =P

She is a total opposite of being assertive. She follows almost everything proposed by other people even though she too has something on her mind that needs to be pointed out. She knows that she needs her opinions, her feelings, her thoughts and everything else to be known by others but she simply lets them all go down the drain. Maybe it’s due to the complexity of her thoughts and mind, she’s unable to express herself fully and others are unable to catch what she is trying to say. Misunderstanding does happen occasionally. Other than that, she also tends to be a bit too much of pessimistic. She always expect everything to turn out badly. She sometimes underestimates herself and believes that there’s no way she can improve herself. Supports from her friends and her inner enthusiasm that only pops out whenever it’s needed badly make her believe in herself and learn to trust her instinct in whatever she wants to do.

She doesn’t really talk about her love life in public but doesn’t mind telling off the surface story of it. She does now. She loves and cares for him very much. She misses him whenever they are far apart. She thinks of him every single day. She likes it when he sings and plays guitar for her. Mohd Suhaimi Yahya is the name..

Guess that’s more than enough. She can still keep going on and on but.. oh well, just forget about it. Hehe.. =P