Elusive Hearts

[EDIT] Update: 10 July 2008
I won’t be updating my blog until I’m done with all the exams. Been lacking too much lately so I’ve got to focus! :yuck: I’ll reply the comments later, ok. [/EDIT]

I’m sorry but the truth has got to be revealed someday. I’m just gonna say this straight at your face. I hate you. I’ve never liked you ever since the first time we met. Your voice keeps hurting my eardrum and it’s haunting me. You’re always around me even though I really really REALLY don’t need you. Heck, I don’t need you at all.

It’s really annoying whenever you follow me everywhere I go. You even enter my room UNINVITED even though I’ve told you not to do so anymore. What else do I need to say? Speak French? Oh no! Too bad. I only know Malay and English, and a bit of Indonesian. But I guess you can never understand any of the languages. Boo hoo.

Oh, I’m so hating you Miss…

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It’s been a week already since my last post. I’m getting lazier and lazier by days. I’m currently busy with lazying around. Haha. Does that even make sense? I don’t feel like studying at all but yet I’m in front of my study desk most of my time, doing.. I dunno. Dreaming away? Haha. :bored2: WTH.

Back to the topic. I recently received this one particular testimonial from a person whom I don’t even know. I wasn’t even aware that he’s in my friend list. Heh. I have too many “friends” in my friendster account and I find it rather annoying. And so this guy sent me a so-called testimonial asking when am I going to be back home in Malaysia. :bored2: Dude, I don’t even know you so why should I even bother to answer your question?? You may call me a snob or whatsoever but I really don’t know you man.. Huh.

Should I just ignore and delete his comment or just simply answer his question so that he could shut up and stop asking any other question? Oh, I bet he would ask further questions like where will I be staying while in Malaysia, etc, etc.

Oh well. I need to focus on my study. Summative 1 exam is on next Wednesday. More exams on 11, 14 and 15 of July. Wish me luck. I. need. it. so. bad. Period.

P.s. Will be back home on 18 July. Wait for me peeps! Haha. P.p.s. I hardly have time to drop some comments on blogs that I always read. But yeah, I do still read them. P.p.p.s. This is funny. The permanent link to this blog post turns out to be “sorry-but-whore-you” at the address bar. LOL.

I know. It’s weird. I don’t really like seeing a doctor even though I’m going to become one someday. I woud rather take the usual medication depending on the condition that I am in. But if the pain doesn’t resolve or it gets worse, then only I would go and see a doctor. This isn’t good because who knows that something bad is actually happening and it gets worse as I don’t see a doctor in the first place. The last few days, I had this very painful menstrual cramp and diarrhea. I had no choice but to seek a doctor. And it was my friend who asked me to see a doctor. Apalah Mira nie.. Ish3..

I really don’t know why I don’t like seeing a doctor. Well, considering that I had been visiting the doctor for countless of times when I was a kid. I got sick easily and once I got sick, it would take quite some time to recover. My body is somehow.. fragile. Yes, a doctor doctor-to-be who is always sick. Does that even make sense?

Usually when I really have to see a doctor, it’s either my mom or my dad who accompanies me to the doctor’s room. Oh, you’re asking me how old I am now? I’m 12 21 by the way. A big two and one. Heh. :bored2: I don’t know. It freaks me out to be left alone with the doctor and I need someone to be there for me. I know. It’s not like the doctor gonna eat me up or something, right? LOL. :hehe:

But things will change soon. I wanna change this bad attitude of mine. Imagine that I’m a doctor and people are afraid of seeing me. I wouldn’t want that, would I?

I’ve been staring at my laptop screen for quite a while and still, my fingers aren’t typing anything! I meant to write a post on last Wednesday after the 1st summative exam but I was too tired. It was a hectic day as my classmates and I had to rush back and forth to Microbiology Lab in Cikini.

My uni’s old and ugly yellow bus. Haha.. I was on my way to Cikini!

Jaja and Raja. There were only 3 of us in the bus since the others have already taken the taxi and some even drove cars to Cikini. I wish I had one too. Haha.

Okay. This is pointless. I just wanted to post some photos. LOL. :happy:

Oh damn it. I seriously have no idea what to post about. My life is boring. I am boring. I bore people a lot.

Oh shit. My mind is blank, blank, blank! :bored2:

Anyway, most of my classmates went to watch the Thomas Cup match today. I wanted to go too but at the very last minute, I didn’t have any enthusiasm to watch it anymore. Urgh. Thanks to this particular person who didn’t reply my message. It wasn’t that hard to send ONE damn message, was it? WTH. Next time, I won’t even bother asking any help from you. Blah la kau.

Well, the result came out just now. Malaysia lost to China. Dammit. Dammit. I never really care about sports before this and the only match that I’ve seen live at the stadium was a hockey match between Malaysia and Singapore at Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil. LOL. :hehe:

Argh, again, this is pointless. I’m having a blogger block. Help. :yuck:

P.s. Even though Malaysia won’t be in the final, I wish Korea could make it. This might be a pretty slim chance but who knows right. Yeah! :cheer: The result is out! Korea defeated Indonesia. Congrats!

Today, I had a plate of nasi lemak with ayam rendang for lunch. And oh, that’s not all. I even had another plate of roti canai. As you can see, both of them are fattening foods. Meaning, I’ve just increased the amount fats in my body much, much more. Urgh! I hate this. I seriously can’t resist food temptations. Especially foods that I favour the most. Eh, who doesn’t anyway?

You see. I’m fat. No, no. All the pictures that you had seen before were just illusions. Did you realise that I never put any full-body photos here? (Oh, did I? I forgot. LOL!) Coz I look fat in them. Don’t believe me? Ask my friends. Haha..

One of my friends asked me, “Why do you keep complaining about gaining weight? I’ve never heard you saying anything about losing weight. How can you gain weight but not losing it while being able to maintain it?”

The answer for that is, my friend, why would I complain if I did lose weight. And to be honest, I hardly lose weight these days. Probably due to my super duper sedentary lifestyle. WTH.

This is so random. By the way, I still have another plate of fried mee, waiting to be eaten. Dammit. Wasn’t lunch enough for you already, my dear Mira? You know that you’re fat. I say, STOP EATING TOO MUCH, will you? Ah, what the hell.

P.s. My BMI is still in normal range by the way. Just thought if you’re curious.
P.p.s Everytime I said “damn” or “what the hell” or even “shit”, people would give me this shocking look. What’s wrong with that? At least I didn’t say f*ck verbally. Heh. I don’t curse. I don’t feel comfortable doing that actually.
P.p.p.s. Should I just throw away that fried mee? Haha..