Elusive Hearts

Music: Untouched by The Veronicas

Exam is over. I didn’t do my best, I know. Did a lot of stupid mistakes. Oh, when will I ever learn?? Whatever. I don’t care anymore. I really dislike Metabolic Endocrine Module. Assignments are piling up right after the exam. WTF. Dude, I need to break free from this madness once in a while. Gimme some peace, will you?

Dang! The emo-ness strikes back. Anyway, I’ve been tagged by Maiza. So, here it goes.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I.. I… hfasgfascfgasgf&%$$##$!! You wouldn’t want to do that, would ya honey?

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I’ve been staring my notes for hours, without having any progression. Yes, that’s right. I haven’t been productive much since the moment I woke up this morning. I even woke up late. Straight away took a bath. Sat in front of my study desk and stared at these papers. I’m so losing my motivation. Half of my heart tells me that I MUST study but the other half keeps saying NO to whatever I’m trying to read.

I was supposed to sit for my exam on last Thursday but the module committee decided to postpone it till Monday since some of the lecturers still have not given their exam questions. Is that supposed to be a bad news? *shrugs* It’s not that I’m completely prepared for the exam. Oh what the heck. I always feel the same way even though I’ve already prepared. I guess this is what you call being insecure. Anyhow, the longer I have to wait for the day, the lazier I would feel.

Oh craps. All I wanna do right now is having some nap. Oh wait, I already did that. Seriously, I don’t feel like doing anything right now. Help!

Haha.. Relax. I’m not going insane or whatever. I was merely fooling around besides testing out my photoshop skills.

I just woke up from my beauty sleep as I’m typing this. I realise that I always sleep during the day directly after class during this whole fasting month. Whoa. What have I become? Lazy bum? The fact that I only sleep 3 hours the most every night makes me sleepy during the day. Anyways, I’ve been tagged by SembangKomputer awhile ago and I forgot, till I came across Aisyah’s post. I’m so sorry MK! I just have too much stuff in my mind right now. In this tag, I need to put a picture of my computer desk. Well, it has dual functions anyway. It also acts as my study desk.

Read the labels. I’m not gonna put any description here.

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[EDIT] Update: 10 July 2008
I won’t be updating my blog until I’m done with all the exams. Been lacking too much lately so I’ve got to focus! :yuck: I’ll reply the comments later, ok. [/EDIT]

I’m sorry but the truth has got to be revealed someday. I’m just gonna say this straight at your face. I hate you. I’ve never liked you ever since the first time we met. Your voice keeps hurting my eardrum and it’s haunting me. You’re always around me even though I really really REALLY don’t need you. Heck, I don’t need you at all.

It’s really annoying whenever you follow me everywhere I go. You even enter my room UNINVITED even though I’ve told you not to do so anymore. What else do I need to say? Speak French? Oh no! Too bad. I only know Malay and English, and a bit of Indonesian. But I guess you can never understand any of the languages. Boo hoo.

Oh, I’m so hating you Miss…

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I was looking for one of my classmates but he wasn’t in the class so I asked everyone around. I was rather surprised when one of my classmates replied to my question in such a way that I’ve never expected.

Me: Have you seen “A”?
Her: No. How should I know? I’m not like his wife or something. *with sarcastic tone*
Me: Err.. okay. I was just asking randomly. *Then, I walked away..*

Okaayyy.. I wasn’t really expecting that from her. I’m sorry if she felt like I was disturbing her with such simple question. She wasn’t even looking at me properly while answering. No, I’m not mad. I’m just..a bit disappointed.
Oh well. Maybe I shouldn’t ask such question in the first place. :secret: Or maybe, it just wasn’t a right time to ask her since she was busy doing something. Maybe..maybe.. *forcing myself to think positively*

P.s. The Renal & Body Fluids Module started on last Monday and the first week itself is already packed! :yuck: